Chapter Two...

While I will still write/channel here at LoveSpeakes when I feel inspired, for now I am focusing on healing.

I invite you to check out my new blog BeaUterinecAnswer.com and start at the left, "What's This Blog About?"

My creative outlet has always been writing, so during this time of intense healing, I've decided to keep on doing what I do best.

Always living my life as an open book, I invite you to join me as I head into Chapter two.

Today Love Wants You to Know #26

Shortly before your miracles manifest you might be filled with self-doubt. Just before the flower of your planting blooms you might want to stop watering your garden convinced that all of your hard work has been a senseless waste of time. Just before the dawn and the beauty of the sunrise you might be tempted to pull down the shades stepping away from the window of your dreams.

If you find yourself feeling as they say, a "darkness" before a "storm,” we ask that you remember that the “darkness” is instead a precursor to the Lightness. When there is only one way left to go, that way is up. Your miracle is at that point so close you can no longer see it.

Today is the manifestation of your yesterdays. If your progress feels it is moving at the pace of a snail, know that what you are creating will be more perfectly rooted than if you had created change as quickly as you would have preferred.

No masterpiece is created in one day. All that you Are, all that you desire, you the MasterPeace-are created with care and perfection. If you have the urge to give up, know that you are so close to completion that it is not even possible to stop what you have begun. When this close, the many positives that have “painted” your “picture” are much more vibrant than the last minute negatives of fear and impatience.

Never give up on your dreams for they have never given up on you.

***HereIIHere singing Your Dreams. Enjoy. :-)***

Praying Is "So Yesterday"

Dear God,

Do you have a minute?

Many.

I seem to have a dilemma on my hands. As you know when I was a kid I prayed to you often. When I hit my teens, I didn’t so much recite the prayers we learned in school, but instead talked to you. Remember? I would just talk “quietly” out loud in the dark while I lay in bed?

How could I have forgotten? Those were some great conversations.

I know! Anyway, the last few years I find it very hard to pray.

No need to pretend you find it hard. I am very aware you are not even capable.

Exactly! I try but just seem to lay there in bed where in the past I did my best praying, and to be honest I feel really stupid. With all that we know now, that “you are us and we are you,” I just can’t seem to talk to you.

You mean the way you are now?

*laughter*

Okay, you got me there. I guess then it’s the “praying” thing. I just realized why do I even bother when we converse like this?

It’s understandable. You are only trying to go back to a time when you believed I was outside of you and therefore capable of giving or doing something for you that you were not able to give or do for yourself.

Hmm…I’m not sure that’s it. I think I sometimes feel I “should” pray.

Why would that be?

I don’t really know. I guess I try it now and then kind of like out of “duty.” My duty to you.

Are you sure it is not your duty to yourself? To maybe feel that you are “smaller” than you really are?

Wow, could be. Funny, now that I think of it I do have this feeling of, “I’d better pull back and in, and check in with the “Big Kahuna.” But then when I try, you are no bigger than me. It’s kind of like you don’t even exist, and that I should just go stand in front of a mirror and pray to myself. Oh my God, I MEAN Oh my…You. Is that blasphemous?

Blasphemous, shmasphemous. There is no such thing.

Well, there are millions and millions who would not only disagree with you but would also probably like to stone me for having the audacity.

If they disagreed with me, then they too would be behaving in a “blasphemous” way and deserving of their own stone throwing would they not?

Oh, that is good. Yeah. Guess they can’t “disagree” with you on this one.

It is not about disagreeing or agreeing. There is no blasphemy. It would be a very “Holy” as you call it, experience if you did stand in front of a mirror and pray to yourself for I am in and within you. If you like, you can walk out in nature and “pray” to a tree. You can swim beneath the ocean and pray to a sea turtle. How about the next time you are on a flight you pray to a cloud. I have never been “up there” somewhere making a list of who is “praying” to me and how. You all have me confused with Santa Claus. It is he who has a list he checks twice.

*giggle*

This is not to say praying is wrong or a waste of time for those who choose to do it the way they are taught. It is a form of meditation. Some just need to feel someone else is in charge of the time spent with Self. For those I am here in the way they expect and need. For you? Not so much.

Ha. Lucky I know you like I do and that didn’t hurt my feelings.

Prayer was never about me, never about “God.” Prayer is about You and all that You Are. It is a time of communion; a time to go within. If you would like me to meet you there it is always my pleasure though there is no need to “meet” as I am already there.

Yes, you sure are.

We have never stopped conversing. Whether you are aware or not, we are always in communication. I am not always by your side but instead in your heart…as you are in mine.

God?

Yes?

I “heart” you.

I and I You.